Just Let Me Be Myself

Now that i'm out of school, i realized that the way i used to act with my friends was the same kind of way they acted. And only a couple of nights a go i figured out that i was slipping out of my way of doing things. I have been trying to act more like myself again but it's just so hard, knowing that every morning i cant get up and see all my friends again. I just keep on thinking about how much i miss them and that doesnt help at all. The only thing that has been effective is when i listen to the song Just Let Me Be Myself (by 3 Doors Down) and it cheers me up, so i don't have keep thinking about letting go. It has just been hard and im trying to just be my old self. =)

Hanging On Once You've Let Go

It has been exactly 22 days, 2 hours, and 10 minutes since i last got to be with all my friends. All the yelling, learning, talking, laughter, swinging, flipping, jumping, and light friendly shoves from a good classmate are all gone. It is now the time i realized that the best school year of my life time had ended and we're all moving on. All of my friends are sad because school is out and now our friendships are hanging on only by our will power (in my point of view). But my will power and all of my pal's will power if strong enough so we didn't fully have to let go, of all the trust we built up all year. and im glad.